i’m sorry
a lot has happened since my last blog. I’ve been having a rough time with some personal stuff. but good news!
K is such a good little cumslut. He’s sending me things now. these are my newest present from him.
i love this.
wow, late again
I’m horrible at keeping up with these blogs. ANYWAY! it’s almost monday, and it’s the beginning of june, you know what that means? it’s almost my birthday!!! J got me a nice birthday present and couldnt wait to whip it out in bed last night.
it’s the jackrabbit! i’ve seen it in stores and my friends have it, but i never got around to getting myself one. Let me tell you, it was the best present J could have gotten me! This thing has three different vibration settings, three different rotation speeds, and two different rotation directions! i mean, J is great in bed and all, but now i can completely see why charlotte had a committed relationship with this thing in sex and the city!! this definitely enhances sex, tho. words can not describe!
anyway, that’s my excitement for today! my birthday is coming up thursday, send me presents!
xoxo mads
HNT
It’s late Thursday night, i’m sitting on my couch, trying to keep myself occupied. I have to pack and move this weekend, and of course i’m waiting until the last minute.
So here’s my contribution to HNT this week
I’m feeling artsy and adventurous. I suggested Sex in the woods to J today. He said he’s down.
what are some of the crazy places you’ve had sex?
I’ve had sex in a rock quarry, on a kitchen counter, in the back of a hearse…. oh yes, good times.
The World Spins out of Control.
Since my last post i have been on a roller coaster of life. May 1st started out well enough, my case got stet docketed, which means i just have to stay off the dubie for the next three years (or at least not get caught). That’s a plus, no fine, nothing, just put on a shelf. It wasnt until the ride home from the court house that my life took a turn for the worse.
I’ve been dating this guy (we’ll call him J) for a while now. It’s hard to pin point the exact day we started ‘dating’ but we’ve been having sex since the first week of September, and he told me he loved me sometime in November. Well, on the drive home from the court house, J decided to tell me he cheated on me. Not only did he cheat on me once, he slept with this girl three times. It wasnt just any girl, either, it was his childhood friend’s fiance. I felt like i was on Jerry Springer. It took all the womanly strength i could muster not to strangle him driving down the road. Well, anyway. That night we had a talk, I mean, I love J. I would do anything for him, and that is why i told him I wanted to stay with him. It was hard for me at first, sleeping in the bed next to him, our bed that we shared every week on my weekend visits, knowing that he fucked that whore right there, where i lay my head. I didn’t want to lose him. At first he pulled the “lets just be friends” line, i’m not at ALL the kind of girl who will accept that. I told him point blank, either we’re in this relationship full force, or we’re not in it at all and you lose me and everything we have. He didn’t like that idea. I told him i didnt want to force him or guilt trip him into staying with me, and he agreed. so, two days later, there he was, sobbing as he sat next to me, begging for me to take him back, pleading with me to give him a chance to regain my trust. He said he didnt realize what he had done and how much he stood to lose until he saw the tears in my eyes and heard the anger in my voice.
I took him back. I know it may seem foolish, but as i said, I love him.
The week went by and we had our tiffs about this or that, but the sex was still amazing. I dont think i’ve ever had such passion filled sex as with a man with a guilty conscience. I didn’t have to do anything!! it was amazing!
As the week went on, J was wrapped around my little finger, i had total control of our lives together. Then i recieved a message from the friend (B) [the one who had also been cheated on]. We started talking, and since i’m a very friendly person, our conversations could have been considered flirtatious. I did not think so, the fiance, however, did. Apparently B and the whore decided to stay together, and on friday the whore decided to read my messages to B and blow them out of proportion. Apparently my textmessages to B saying i couldnt sleep because my bed was so uncomfortable was me telling him i wanted to fuck him. Or at least that’s what the whore told J (teenage drama much???)
J came back to me on friday evening, enraged, he screamed at me telling me to get out and to have a good weekend alone, this and that, telling me all of these things that the whore told him i had said to B. I was taken aback. I left. I called B to ask him what was going on, what he or his whore had said to J to make this happen. B said he would tell J the truth, and tell him that it didn’t happen the way the whore said it did. Well, he lied to me and told J that i was hitting on him and just down right coming onto him. This caused all sorts of controversy. Long long long story short, saturday (the 10th) J and i ended up getting together to talk about this in person.
we worked things out, he apologized for not believing the one person he loved and letting someone as sleezy as the whore and B try to ruin a good thing. So i’m still angry, but i am willing to let it go.
I think we both agree that the sex is too good to give up. ha ha.
So, we had make up sex. He’s been really adventurous lately, and i think it’s because i’ve exposed my kinky side to him (i suggested a threesome, and found a willing partner [my ex, R]) He went exploring. For the first time we tried anal. I mean, i’ve tried it before, but it was with someone with a much MUCH smaller dick.
I couldnt help but remember the story by Tucker Max where he had anal with a girl but drunkenly used too much astroglide. Hilarity did NOT ensue in that story. i was tense, afraid the same thing would happen to me (tho i know it really wouldnt). So i couldn’t relax, plus he was HUGE and didnt understand the words ‘slow’ or ‘ouch’ or ‘ok, far enough’. Tho i will say, after a little while i did relax and i loved it, and i loved the look on his face. He was above me, being all manly and dominant. I was in heaven. I never came, but that’s ok, it was a first time with him, and while it lasted a long time, it would have had to go on for ages longer to get me anywhere close.
So now i’m back, hopefully blogging more regularly, and since i missed the last HNT i’ll send leave you with the one i was going to post last week, of course with identifying tattoos obviously removed.
Happy *early* HNT
So, i wont be around tonight or tomorrow to post my HNT, so i’m posting it now, for you all to see!
now, who said stripes and polka dots didnt go well together?
Oh, an update on K…
He’s calling me miss now, which completely reminds me of BadBadGirl‘s stories about ES. Check them out too, they’re fabulous.
He’s my bitch. :)
So normally i shy away from any DOM role because, well… I’m a sub by nature. I like being the one to be told what to do, not the other way around. I think it’s because I never know quite how far I’ll be able to go before the person gets creeped out.
The only reason I bring this up is because ‘K’ emailed me yesterday and really took my by surprise when he asked to be my slut.
Ok, some background. K is one of my old teachers. We met about two years ago, the summer after my freshman year in college when I travelled home for the summer and took one of his courses at the local state college near my house. Anyway. K is an attractive guy, a total dork, completely addicted to his job as a professor. He’s a little older than me, and by a little i mean, he’s 40 something. But there’s nothing wrong with that 😉
I became very good friends with him during those 6 weeks that he was my professor, tho it was completely professional. On the last day of class I thanked him for being such a good prof (yes, i was sucking up to him, hell, i thought he was attractive, i was really just kinda flirting with him.) and we exchanged email addresses and we went our separate ways.
About a week into my new school year, I got an email from K, asking me how things were going. We started a long email chain of chit chat, and we soon became better friends than professor/student.
Things quickly became sexual. They started out innocent enough, him saying i was usually a distraction in class. Of course this was expected, because i never did dress conservatively. I mean, who WOULD? it was a billion degrees outside and i had a cute teacher!?!
So more recently we’ve been chit chatting about getting together sometime when i come home. This past summer i went to see him in his office, it was good to see him and talk to him in person, but nothing happened. At the end of the visit he walked me to my car, put his hand on my leg and said “well, i hope i get another visit soon” and walked away.
Since then our emails back and forth to eachother have been incredible risque, and it brings me to the point of this post.
I recieved this email from K this morning
I know winter is over….
But were a nice pair of high heeled boots part of your wardrobe?
at first i was a little weirded out, because as i said already, i’m not a Dom, but as we kept talking, I found myself getting more and more excited.
This is how the conversation progressed:
Me: There could be, if that’s what you want.
K: Very Very sexy, i’ve been picturing you in a pair
Me: Tell me what else you’ve been picturing me in
K: I’ve been picturing your head between my thighs.
K: Oh my god, i’m getting hard already
K: Do you want me to lick your boots?
Me: Do you want me to make you?
K:YES
Me: Then i won’t allow you to do anything else, until i’m satisfied.
K: You are sooooooo turning me on! I will lick as long as you make me! From heel to toe and up!!!!!!!!!
Me: you’ll lick until they’re shiny, to my liking! i’ll move you to where i want you after i’m satisfied with your work.
K: What happens if I cum on them?
Me: then you’ll have to clean them off until i’m happy.
K: Will you make me lick them clean ?
Me: yes. you will stay down there until i tell you to come up. the whole boot may need a cleaning.
K: If you tell me…I WILL LICK THE CUM RIGHT OFF THEM
Me: you will do ANYTHING i say? you’ll be my…
K: Anything!! Your little boot licking cum licker!
Me: I like your enthusiasm. It makes me very happy. what happens if i dont want you to cum yet. will you keep from cumming until i say so?
K: Ill try, But you turn me on…so it will be tough! Just punish me if I cum to soon..Make me lick it up!!!
Me: i’ll punish you alright. i’ll make you watch while i touch myself, i’ll come close to you, and not allow you to touch me. would that be punishment?
K: Can I “hear” you say I have to that? Tell me I have to!
Me: i want you to lick your cum off my nice black leather boots. i want you to lick your cum off until i’m satisfied
K: Ohmygod!
Can we “talk ” on phone….
I can not believe how you get me hard
So sexy
So young
So hot
So nasty
I will lick my cumm off your black leather boots!
You are fucking hothothot!
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So, granted I obviously wasnt the best Dom ever, but it was my first time, and i’m sure things will progress.
XoXo
Mads.
Virginity
What would you like to know?
I’m Mads, I’m a student at a University on the East coast, USA. I’m sexual, i’m free spirited, i’m flirty. I’m a bitch, i’m a sweetheart, and really… in all honesty, i’m a down to earth fun chick!
I’m new at this blogging thing, but i want to share my sexual, emotional, and hectic life with you. emphasis on the sexual part 😉
I will write stories, share my sexcapades, my sexual fantasies, and hopefully get you all involved.
Please, lemme know what you want to see, read, hear, or know
i want to make you happy, my readers, i want to be your fantasy, your dream, your bitch, your misses. Whatever you want.
❤
HAPPY HNT!!!
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